Every once in a while we get to experience something that changes our lives
forever, and for the better. Becoming a mother was one of those
experiences. Although at first I was not looking forward to motherhood, I
slowly became used to the idea (approx. nine months). As my goal of
getting a bachelor's degree came to an end, and all my clothes gradually
got smaller and smaller, I started to accept the fact that I was going
to be a mother. Yes, the person to whom my small little larva would rely
on for nourishment, comfort, protection, attention, and everything
else. A little overwhelming I must say. Many people told me motherhood was
challenging, life altering, rewarding, and very stressful. I had no
idea, however, just how life altering, stressful, and rewarding it would
be. I became a mother just twelve weeks ago, and already I have
witnessed first hand what it feels like to love someone deeper and more
selflessly than anyone, or anything, I have ever loved in my life. I now know what it
feels like to look into a baby's eyes and yearn for a kind of connection
I did not know existed until now. I can finally appreciate all the
sacrifices my mother made for me throughout my life hoping
that someday I could experience only a small portion of what she feels
for me even today. Despite being hesitant about motherhood,
there is nothing I would rather be doing than spending all of my time
with a pure little soul whose spirit is oh so close to our Heavenly
Father above. This precious little boy is such a joy and I am so thankful to have him in my life.
Logan Scott Baker 8lbs 11oz and 21 1/2 inches long. After fourteen hours of labor and three hours of pushing, Logan came into this world with the help of some very large salad tongs (forceps) . We can definitely say that Logan is one strong cookie. He did very well. Other than a few bruises on his head, he was in perfect condition. There is no joy greater than that of a precious child of God.
